eating disorders!
I may be a big girl and I may love my food but I've gone for one eating disorder to another... TAKE A LOOK
That website explains more. I've always been a person to sit there pig out because I'm depressed and upset and not care what people have to say, the food made me happy. I was happy while I eat my food.
These are just a few of what I had...
- Mood swings. Depression. Fatigue.
- Insomnia. Poor Sleeping Habits.
- Keeping a "food diary" or lists that consists of food and/or behaviors (ie., purging, restricting, calories consumed, exercise, etc.)
- Pre-occupied thoughts of food, weight and cooking.
- Visiting websites that promote unhealthy ways to lose weight People may be reading this thinking, your only going on a diet why are you now looking for attention, well thing is I'm really not! I honestly want to be sick now I've just eaten, I started to cry at the thought of eating my mince. I now want to run to the bathroom sick it up and know that none of them awful calories are inside my fat ugly body! God help me please </3 I start college on Wednesday, I'm scared. I know I'll be tempted to have my normal morning coffee/latte and I'll want to munch on a sandwich but I'll want to be sick after. I really wish I could end my life right now... Not sure why I'm even typing this... I guess it makes me feel better knowing someone out there could help me, someone out their could read my life story and say I can help you Charlene don't worry about all of this, this is normal just your hormones or some bullshit like that! </3
:O leeney =( I LOVE you no matter what ur weight is!!! there is nothing rong with u!!! please dont do anythin unhealthy cos i deffo dnt wanna lose ya...
ReplyDeletelove ya xxx